Sassy Saturday

Hello Friends!

I hope your Saturday is fairing well! You won’t even believe it, I stayed down all day and rested, fell asleep off and on. It was good! I am pretty excited because My Husband is taking me out tonight for dinner for Valentines day- we purposely choose to go tonight because we knew it would be packed. I have not stepped food into a restaurant in over a year. So this is a big deal for me. I am going to try to walk in with my walker and leave my wheelchair in the car! I’m going to try! Wish me luck! lol.. It’s kinda of scary! There are some stairs but I kinda have anxiety about the chairs- if they are comfy or to low.. ect. I’m trying not to worry about it. lol, Things that are a struggle seem so silly, but when you have issues these little things are big things! 

Yesterday, I had a anxiety attack and so my mind worries about that now! Ughhh, the worry and anxiety! I have to start some positive thinking and right now. 

Okay it might be a little difficult but it might not! I can have my honey get my wheelchair if I need it! I will be fine! Right? 🙂  Well I will let you all know how it went! 

 

Hi, I am back and we were gone for about 2 hours. The restaurant was delightful and the food outstanding! It was touch and go for a few with me and anxiety, but I did it without any major or minor issues! Yay me, GO KAT, GO KAT!!!! lol… I am one happy gal right here! We celebrated valentines day today. I am so glad I talked myself down from that ledge because I had a wonderful time with my husband. That was the 1st time in over a year that I went out to dinner. I accomplished a new old thing.  A little bit feeling like things are getting back to normal and that feels so good! Oye, this laptop, notebook is so weird, it’s a touchsmart Notebook. I still have no idea how to use it easy. The font always go back to tiny print- Who the heck can see that, superman???? LOL  I am to tired to figure out this thing, but someday I will put on that cape and learn it! Not right now though… it’s almost time for bed because We have church tomorrow! Yippie!!! Its my favorite day…

 

Anyhow, do you have panic attacks? If so, how do you deal with it? It’s agonizing at times, right? Thank god I do not have them like I used too! Anyway I hope everyone has a good day and an even better night! I am goig to say good night friends and be well and remember, ” I love you” 

What is one thing good that happened today? I went out on a date with my husband and it was so great… I am one lucky, grateful gal! 🙂