Another Great Day! My family came to visit and I was surprised. I didn’t even know! How awesome is that! I can’t tell you how it warmed my heart! I had a wonderful afternoon! A wonderful day all in all! Now I can listen to the neighbors shoot off guns all freaking evening long, lol… NOT FUN! Considering I saw friends, the whole family members get murdered with guns and it was horrible site and yes, Post traumatic stress disorder is a real thing even if you weren’t in a war. I saw the whole thing at a very young age. I am not against guns at all! But nerve wracking hearing them go off every freaking day around the evening time, or later when it’s about to get dark! Just unreal and I pray all the time they run out of ammo! 🙁 I am downright sick of it!!!! Lord help me! I pray for the serenity of overcoming that Trauma! Just when you think Your good boom you are in a situation and it’s back that horrible gut wrenching memory comes back threefold! IT SUCKS!!! 🙁 I try to turn on music or turn the tv up or anything to drown out the sounds but it doesn’t work! With my brain injury why couldn’t that memory leave me forever, it makes my chest hurt! So now I think I want pizza! Or comfort food, this is probably why I am a heavy girl and has been for a very long time! I seek out and want comfort in food! I am just tired of it all and at my breaking point. Even though is was a great day now I feel like this! I hate this! So with that being said I am going to figure out dinner or something! Be well! One good thing that happened today? A surprise visit! All the best out there!!!
