I have been outside all day. What a gorgeous day! I am so grateful for today and everyday! It’s early evening and I could go to sleep right now. It must be all this fresh air!!! If I had a recliner I would be curled up and napping right here! lol… I need a recliner in here asap… 🙂
I met with my friend who worked with me on goals for weight loss and meditation goals! Such good info and ideas. She is just wonderful! We can talk about anything and have such nice conversations and boy I miss that when we don’t get together! Husbands are absolutely wonderful but it’s not girl talk! We met outside in my cottage and she was amazed how beautiful it was. She hasn’t seen it in two weeks and it was not nearly finished then. It is done and beautiful! So serene out here. My own space to write and meditate, distress, create, and DREAM! Dream of when I can walk unassisted by anything or anyone! Dream of my memory and recovered from my injury! It will happen! I know it will! It will take time and by this time next year I will be driving and shopping for my own food! Mark my words… A complete healing, 100 %! 🙂
We also talked about my book that I am writing! She was so happy for me and encouraged me. There is nothing like a friend being genuine about being happy for you!!! Some previous so called friends didn’t seem enthused about anything I was doing positive in my life! Who has time for people like that? I certainly do not! Not wasting my time with people who don’t give a dime about me. I care to much about people and will not be sucked in anymore! It’s hard work! I wear my heart on my sleeves and it’s not easy being an empath in this world! I am learning though through the tears and suffering! The struggles of everyday life!
I wish the whole world healing! Healing from pain all kinds of pain. From COVID, from everything that hurts. Sometimes we need to feel the pain to know we are alive… that’s a horse of a different color, that statement! I want to feel alive by the joy, sadness and all of the above! How about you! My friends and I talked about some of my pain and anguish. It was god to let it out! I need to get that shit out and move at peace! That stuff will eat you alive and it kills the real you! The you who you were meant to be! True and raw! I am going to be okay!
A new journey I am on. Some will stay to see and some will leave. It’s okay because I trust in god to lead me. I have so much to do here on earth and I have started a long time ago! What journey are you on? We are all on them. Sometimes our journeys will cross onto others to learn from to jump on for a lift ect. It’s all good and deep tough at times stuff! I am wishing you all peace and comfort in these dark crazy times! Love to you all! One good thing that happened today? I was on target with remembering some important things and my afternoon spent with a gem!!!! Be well everyone! 🙂
Hello Friends,