Fantastic Friday

Hello Again Friends, How is everyone today? I am fine. It was a crazy raining like cats and dogs again! Thundering and lightning so loud it freaked me out again! I mean really I think we are all set with the watering of the lawns and gardens, lol… I thank you lord for filling the pool up some more! Holy moly! It was crazy raining! I am so grateful that we didn’t loose power. I am grateful for so many things in my life. I am alive and healing and getting stronger day by day. Grateful for my husband and doggies, kitty’s and my family and friends! Happy birthday to my sister in Heaven! I miss our talks everyday! I really miss you! It’s still a shock you are gone! I didn’t get to say goodbye and I feel bad about that! I wanted to come see you and I couldn’t take a chance coming in where the flu was running rampant and I still feel bad about that! I hope you know that! Life is cruel sometimes, or we need to change the way we think about somethings and that changes the dynamics.. I have to remember that. It’s like except what is and be at peace with it or change it as fast as you can- sometimes you can’t change things right? So you come to terms with it and let is go! I know that shit haunts me today and the pain is excruciating! Things that I can not change and I must come to terms and forgive myself! Ha, easier said then done, right? Everyone struggles with something. You are not alone my friend! I can relate and hope you all know that! I am going to get off here now and remember, I love you! One good thing that happened today? A lot of things but I will say I spoke to my sister!!! She called me! 🙂