Hello and good morning. Well it is 8:30 AM and I have been up since 4 am. I woke up so hot and sweating- I was soaked. I slept with a heavy blanket on. Oye! I woke up in a funky mood and anxious!!!
Went outside around 7 am or so and walked 739 steps so far. That makes me happy! I am not gonna lie I am a bit tired right now and a little hungry! We are in a flash flood warnings from tropical storm Fay. Thunderstorms called from 2 pm on… That doesn’t make me happy, lol… My honey put another ac in the window for the other parts of our home. They are all on now- Humidity will be high today 91% right now.. :-0 Crazy… Ohhh I see the sun peeking out! It is going in and out with a lot of clouds out there! Well not raining yet and I am okay with that. We could use a little rain but just a little. So for lunch I had a tomato Sandwich right out of my garden! It was so sweet and Delicious. So blessed to have gardens. I love growing my own veggies! I think when the rain comes I will go to bed and just listen to it! I am just so tired today and I can’t get out of my own way! lol… I am trying to get out of that stinking thinking! I should go out and paint but again no energy! Tomorrow is another day. Grateful for today and grateful for my husband who is a wonderful man! Grateful for my sister who goes above and beyond for me! Family is important! Unfortunately some family members are not the greatest! It really is sad! Especially back in the the day post Brain injury I would help anyone! Oh well No sense in crying over spilt milk! 🙂 My emotions are so bitter and I just can’t help it! I am trying not to get down into stinking thinking but it keeps creeping in everywhere! Ughhh, Maybe I should nap now, lol!!!! It is dark out, time to go to bed. I have been saying that all day, lol… Anxiety Stinks!!!!! That’s part of my struggle now too along with the rest! I really have to not give a hoot about anything and free my mind! I should really start meditating! I always forget to try! Well it’s raining so I’m off to take a nap! Sweet dreams to me!
One good thing that happened today? I come to realize that people lie and it doesn’t matter how good you are to them or not. It’s not what I have done but who they are! Blesses be! Stay safe and be good to one another! 🙂 Until tomorrow!
