<- I need to be here today, out in the fresh air, alone and meditating! I am just realizing that I am screwing up my own appts with doctors.. Same Dr. two different days in a row. Well my cell has something to do with it I think. Oh well not going to cry over spilt milk but man it is pissing me off! Lol, I have had problems with my cell as well as my wifi service for months now on and off! I think I am irritable too for other reasons.
You know it is very hard to be accused of things you didn’t say or do! To have someone belatedly lie to your face and believe there own lie is just crazy! But then someone in the health field asked me if this person is bipolar or has other mental issues! I’m not sure but I think so. I had a so called friend say things that did not happen and they are totally off there rocker or maybe just an evil person! Not sure which but I am done with them and they are no longer welcomed in my life! When you make comments about my health and say I am manipulating it to suite the situation, gloves are off now! You’ve crossed a line that should have never been crossed and there is no forgiving that! No coming back from that ever! I almost died and it has taken me almost 2 years to walk again!! I am so overwhelmed by the hurt and anger I feel for her! It has affected my well being and life so that- my husband cannot stand her! He has forbid me to ever speak to her again and I told him no need to forbid me because I am so done it’s not even funny! I walked away from her many years ago and I did it again this time forever! I will not tolerate that from a so called friend! Sad but I’ve learned another lesson with all of this. Don’t rehash old friendships that were toxic to do it all over again. Sometimes people don’t change! Hope everyone is having a great day and staying away from toxic blood suckers! One good thing that happened today? I remembered who I am and am not! 🙂
<- I need to be here today, out in the fresh air, alone and meditating! I am just realizing that I am screwing up my own appts with doctors.. Same Dr. two different days in a row. Well my cell has something to do with it I think. Oh well not going to cry over spilt milk but man it is pissing me off! Lol, I have had problems with my cell as well as my wifi service for months now on and off! I think I am irritable too for other reasons.