It is beautiful outside and the sun is shinning bright! I thought it was going to rain and thunder today and we will probably get that later today, I see it is hitting down below us. I will try to get outside and walk and enjoy it. I already walked 1,924 steps so far and I want to double that today! I Will Do It for sure! I hired a new girl who is wonderful. She is our new housekeeper and We know her parents! Her parents reached out to us and vouched for her. I spoke to her yesterday and she is starting tomorrow. What a relief for sure! I have met her many times and she is always working hard and with tons of energy! She came and looked and said she could be done within 4 to 5 hours, with some laundry too! I figured I could do the extra laundry of what doesn’t get done, but all the major stuff will be done and that is so important. She can also run errands and shop too on the other days she isn’t here! My heart and mind are stress free now! I will place orders and she can pick them up and deliver them and put everything away. Grateful for that too! Who knows maybe by October I will be driving to get my own groceries! So nothing to worry about and that is a relief for sure!!!! I am listening to Scottish music! I love it! My sister just told me recently that my mother’s family was Scottish and that must be why I love the culture and music so much! My mothers father was french- Sir name was definitely french! So I am a mutt but with French, Scott, and Austrian blood! lol…. What a mix, predominantly Austrian- My father was 100 % Austrian. From Innsbruck Austria. Pretty interesting all this stuff is! I just need to find out what my grandmother on my moms side was- She looks Italian, lol That is a lot, right? I think it’s funny some how with the mixture! I find it amusing and fascinating at the same time! I am going to do a DNA at some point! I would love to do a family tree. I think I am going to look for a professional to do it! What a great idea! I am excited to have it done!
I did a little Post before this one on Self love! You have to love yourself unconditionally and deeply. Think how good your life will be and the mental health of your own self when you truly love so deeply, faults and all! I am practicing self love- I love myself with the struggles and all. No matter how many steps I can take on a daily basis! 🙂 I am on a new mission, not just one but many! One at a time though! I will get through them and I have a lifetime to do so! Oh shoot it is raining! Bummer- Well I will be walking around here in the house today! 🙂 I wonder if it will thunder and lightning here? I am in the dinning room and the bathroom window is open and I can hear the rain. Lol, I might have to go take a nap! Especially that I am now listening to calm Scottish music, it is so beautiful and relaxing… Zzzzzzz Too relaxing!! I have to snap out of it or give in and take a nap! Not sure! I know those cookies I just ate are not going to help, lol. Why is the world would my husband leave them right here near my laptop and not expect them to be gone! I am blaming him, lol.. for my no control of temptation! Ha! 🙂 No not really blaming him! Some days I am good others not so much. lol.. They were tasty! 🙂 The sun keeps going in and out! Hmm Rain stopped! Yippee. Hey did you know I can write this blog and schedule when to post public? Cool, right? I think so! For all you know I wrote this yesterday lol… I talked to my cousin this morning for hours and there is so much going on in this crazy world right now. not that I have to tell you all that, but some people live with their heads in the sand and I am like, What, how, why??? IDK, some are so living in a fantasy world! That’s whats wrong with the world on so many things. I just shake my head and pray for the best because I feel like it’s a shit show out there? Anddd F E A R is no good, but I find myself there on and off! False Evidence Appearing Real! That’s what that is! Even though I know that I still have that anxiety! Anxiety sucks!! Well I am off to walk and eat a salad and happy thoughts people! One good thing that happened today? I talked to my family and my Friends today! 🙂
