Frenzy Friday

Hello Everyone,

Warning; long post today, sit back and relax as you read! 

How are you all doing? We are good at the  moment. We are pretty much staying in- Going outside to sit in the sun and getting fresh air, but that is about it! This whole virus breakout is just too scary to think about on a regular basis and I have stopped watching TV and the news for the most part. I will go on and listen to some news and then I must get off, the panic starts and sets in and that is not good for my well being or my  immune system.  So other then the crazy shit going on around us…  I have been pretty busy, cooking, baking, reorganizing, coloring with markers. I feel like a big kid, I even tried to get some flinstones in!!!! Lol, hey whatever makes you happy and smile- good clean feel good stuff!! Em I right?  We have to find that place of peace and happiness somewhere in this crazy times off self shut it and find a place in our mind to be okay!! Meditate, watch good movies, talk to your partner or friends over the phone or skype, alexa.. Stay in touch with people period and you feel so. Eat healthy, Get good rest, Drink lots of water, ingest Vitamin C and anything that will build up your immune. Smile and say I will be okay, we will be okay and Pray, Pray to your god who has died to keep us safe! Be nice, be kind! I am really trying to be kind- I see how my mood of feeling helpless at times make me angry, sad and confused even and so very tired!!! So I am trying to remind myself to be kind and less snappy-bitchy etc. I am trying really hard because when I panic, I feel like I loose part of my mind and for a person recovering from a brain injury- It is extremely hard to become irritated, scared and all of the above- not fun emotions! I am trying to keep in touch with friends and I even called a friend in Canada today. She lives here in the USA but was there on family stuff and then the virus hit hard here so she is taking it week by week there. I worry about everyone and just wish more people would keep in touch more. I am reaching out to all I love and hold dear to my heart!!!! It’s my new mission in life besides being kind! <3
Grateful; I am so grateful for many things. Where do I begin… I am grateful for my loving husband who knows me like a book and I him! He is the best thing that happened to me! I am grateful for my family- some blood relatives and some not but who are my family- like Lillian and Kim and others… I had a sweet gal pick me up coffee cakes just because she knows I love them- I mean really, that was so thoughtful and it warmed my heart! I am grateful for my sweet animals- I love my doggies Mimi, Isabella and My little crazy Maximilian,  even Baby- the brat cat! lol…  There is a love hate relationship, lol.. this cat makes me crazy but I love her anyway!  And of course my Big Boy- orange tabby! I am grateful for Michael who does long distance healing on me everyday- he cares and he has always been by my side for so many years! I need him right now and he is here without question! I am grateful for the bright and warm sunshine! I am grateful for the church and the pastors and the wonderful family who resides and helps one another! Mary my wonderful caring friend and nutritionist! There are so many more people but I would be here until night if I keep going! I will tell them all how much I love and cherish each and every one of them! 

So, I cut my hair by myself yesterday… are you laughing? Well you can all stop because I did a pretty good job!! Yes, I really did, and I like it and that’s all that matters, right? No one has laughed at me yet- maybe they are scared- I don’t know..lol… Well on that note would you all make a comment to me here and let me know you are around reading my posts- have a heart and show some love! Pretty Please! So as I sign off here I will leave you with this. Be safe, be kind and be love, pray if you can, and know that I love you!! One good thing that happened to me today? I am not sick!!!!  Remember, I love you!!!! I think I said it before if you forgot! Be safe!