Hello friends!
How is everyone doing today? I am doing pretty well! I think I slept like a log- not sure how many hours because for some weird reason my fit-bit stopped monitoring my sleep patterns?! Does anyone else have one with this issue? This was the main reason for this purchase- Lol, if it’s not one thing it’s another!! I have to laugh because if I count on something or an appliance it goes like haywire- Murphy’s law or something… Well it is raining here. I guess that might help the trees and flowers and the grass to grow and get green. I am not going to complain about that! In fact, I am not going to complain about anything. I am so grateful for so many things in my life! I have a wonderful Husband who made me a beautiful breakfast this morning- He surprised me with it, I had no idea he was even cooking anything. That was so appreciated. He cooked last night also- an Indian dish from scratch with lots of veggies, my favorite. We love curry! Curry is good for you too! I am Grateful for the people in my life who love me and tell me on a regular basis lately as I tell them on the phone. I really need to learn how to Skype or something. That would be so awesome to actually see them too! Self quarantine, so we are in – home-bound. I have someone who shops for us- I would be considered high risk to go out in the world right now. Yesterday I felt so off- My brain injury stuff- I was dizzy on off and not balanced to good when I would get up and weak. I took it easy yesterday. Today I feel pretty good and will cook a bunch of greens and beets and a whole lot of veggies! My favorite thing to eat! 🙂 I think I will make tuna noodle casserole for my honey- that is like his comfort food… I might bake a cake from scratch to if I have enough energy! Are you guys cooking like crazy and or baking??? Time at home right, to do many things- organize rooms or pantries, go through closets, drawers- no you have the time to be creative, write, paint or do what your little heart desires within reason and with the safety measures from the CDC. We are keeping ourselves busy and for me it is important and My husband he is a mover- He has to be moving to feel good. In fact, we are going to work out together starting today and this makes me so happy!!!!!! No physical therapy so I must get up and move my butt and legs too… (he he)
So I wanted to tell you that besides the struggles of my injury that affects me in every possible way everyday I still have something to be grateful for, happy/ ecstatic for! Struggle is hard and grueling some days and I just want to say fuck it! But I do not say it, I might cry and yell and let that crap out but then I get back to the task at hand! I consider myself a very strong minded person now and let me tell you folks if you set your mind to something you can do it!!! Have faith and courage and love for yourself no matter where you are in your struggle- and it can be a little struggle- or a big one or many! Don’t give up on you, I am not giving up on you! I love you!!!! I felt weak minding for so long and this injury has showed me just how strong I really am! I am grateful for the few people who said- get the fuck up or sit the hell down… lol.. My sister for one! She was a major pusher… push… push… push and my husband he did both… They among others helped me and still do- My journey is still ongoing and I will not give up on me OR you! Yesterday I had my favorite physical therapist call me!!! Her name is Rose. She called to make sure I was okay, and to let me know she was thinking of me! She told me a few things to keep me motivated and boy did I love hearing her voice!!! She made me so happy! I just love and admire her so very much- Grateful for her in my life!!!!! She is home with her family and I am so glad for that as well! <3 You are not alone people, you may feel like it and be depending on your living situation but remember that big guy up there, Jesus, god!!!!! If you are a believer don’t forget to pray! We do almost everyday! We are not perfect but when I remember we do. Open a bible or look online or the Christian word, or whatever religion you are drawn too! Whatever makes you feel good, feel at peace, brings a sense of well being, well friends that is what you need to do! I am praying for the world and would love you to all join in that too! Listen, Be well, Be safe and love you! One good thing that happened to me today? I awoke with love nad peace in my heart! 🙂 <3 Until next time…
