Hello Friends, Today started off so nice. I was up so early and went back to bed. Checking in on the honey making sure he is okay. We went back to bed cause 4 am is not a good time to stay up. Slept till 8:50 am or so. I had a video appointment with my doctor and it was cool. She emailed me I clicked on the link and boom there she was and we can see each other and talk like we were face to face! I have to go for some tests and I am not happy about it but it needs to be done so- here we go! Today my honey see’s a Orthopedic and determine if surgery is needed- I can go in with him thank goodness! Off to the doctors we go! Wish us luck and a prayer would be lovely too!
Saturday
Good Morning everyone! It is an early 7am and I am up and awake! It feels good to be up to enjoy the birds singing and the rooster crowing! I can think clear the house is nice and quiet. The dogs get up and see what’s happening and then they all go back to bed! lol, That’s a good thing. So yesterday was the doctor visit for my husband and surgery is needed. It will be this coming week by a hand specialist. Monday late afternoon he will see her for pre op instructions and explain everything! My cleaning woman will be here and she will mind the 4 legger children and clean while we are out! Coming home to a clean home will be nice too! Less stress walking in to a neat and fresh smelling home always helps! It is so important. I can hardly keep up with anything these days, as the pain and discomfort is hitting hard. All the rain and humidity is wreaking havoc on my body. Not to mention, I am doing crossfit twice a week now and oye, you want to talk about a workout, holy crap!!! Not only that but my steps are up to 3000 steps a day from 1500 hundred give and take a few! Yeah, I am moving this rump! I am getting in shape once and for all!
My doctor is ordering all these tests and I have blood work and heart tests coming up too. This darn thing, (my diagnoses) that I have has affected me in a lot of ways. I am trying not to be scared but it is nerve wracking! I am going to have faith and see what’s down the line. One step at a time! That’s all I can do! It’s like my premonitions are getting stronger and when I didn’t even know of the visions that I was having were indeed actual premonitions!! I just thought my imagination! Uhmm NO, these are indeed visions of what is happening down the line! Crazy and Not sure why so strong now. Maybe the brain injury did something to make them stronger! Not sure and I wish I knew someone who was an expert in this kind of stuff! I will seek them out!
Today will be a good day, relaxing and not stressing about anything! Going to get more flowers for my garden. Black eyed Susans- I absolutely love them! One of my favorites! Yesterday we went and got ice cream and sat down by the river- I love the river and have a lot of great memories being at the boat club and being out on the boat all summer as a kid with my family aunts and uncles and cousins too! I have cousins out there I must find! My uncles are gone now. I feel like alone with no family sometimes! It’s an awful feeling! Back to not stressing!!! Okay, namaste people! Ohmmmmmmmm! Yup, going to meditate today! I can’t wait to get out in my cottage, a couple more things and it is done!!!!! I am definitely getting my furniture out there this week!!!! I will take pictures and post them when I figure out how to do it again! lol… So you all go out or stay in and have a wonderful stress free day! If you start to stress, Stop, Start over, Deep breath and relax the shoulders and start over!! I will be doing this all day! Remember you are love and surrounded in pink light! One good thing that happened today? I have memory today! Yes!!!!! :0) Out in love, love, love today!