Life is full of twists and turns! It’s when those turns are dramatic in a sense knocks you to your knees is when you realize that it is just to much to bare! Things have shook me to my knees these past few weeks. I have seen true colors of things that are earth shattering in my world and My dog is dying. Unbearable pain and it’s days I just don”t want to talk, leave my home or anything. Not sure my brain is on the right tack or not because of it all! I am hurt and angry and just plain ole tired of everything. I feel hopeless most days! On good days I feel more at peace I guess you can say, even then still extremely depressed and again just incredible tired! Like today ready to climb back into bed but I have responsibility to a very sick dog. Unlike others who can leave to do other things I choose to stay and deal with what is happening here… I am needing a vacation soon. I’m sure I am not the only one out here in a world of stress especially the way the world seems these days! I am hoping you all can find some serenity soon! One good thing that happened today? I got some alone time! Sort of alone. Thank you Jesus to see though the darkness!