Karmic Sunday

Sunday started out pretty good. Church was amazing as always. I am actually going to watch it again. So many good things that the pastor covered! I felt so good afterwards and felt like I am on a mission at times. Right here from home! The first mission for me is to move beyond the hurt I feel on so many levels. That most people couldn’t even imagine. But life goes on, right? I mean who really gives a shit anyway. Not many, so I will return that favor! I am angry and so hurt about so many things I don’t even know where to begin!  So why bother, lol…. And if you really aren’t a friend don’t pretend to be. That is the lowest of the low and karma will get you, as I am sure you are reading this right now because you can’t help yourself! Lol… That’s why church was so good today and I have to remember not to wish bad on anyone and I don’t. I wish everyone well even the pieces of shit that were in my life these past years, if you think it’s you most likely your guilty, huh? So many back stabbers out there it’s crazy. It’s like when they need you all is good, users! Boy can you tell I’m so pissed! Lol… I am just so disappointed on life and all aspects of it and humanity in general! Dog eat dog world out here. I will only care about me from now on and I trust no one! I mean no one! Awful way to think and good chance I will feel different tomorrow! I am tired of trying on so many levels and I will take a step back and what will be, will be! Hallelujah! All I want is fatty foods, comfort foods! I want comfort darn it! I think tomorrow will be half comfort and have not…maybe… Lol I am not going to punish myself but I will see what tomorrow brings! Or right now… lol mac and cheese sounds good about now. I am so tired I should just hit the pillow! One good thing that happened today? I watched church… Good night all and be well! Even you shitty people out there!