Magic Monday

Good Morning Everyone! What a cold morning. The heat is on and warming these tired bones. Hope everyone is well today and have love in their hearts. I had to get up to use the ladies room and figured it would be nice to start writing wee early in the morn when the house is quiet, shhhhh! lol… Halloween was fun here! 🙂   I had the kids come and decorate out back, they did a great job. They made a graveyard site with tombstones, bones and hung a ghost in a tree, put cobwebs all over the fences and my cottage, with a scary lit up face in the window and a crime scene with caution tape and a spooky black cat who meowed and screeched with lit up eyes as the head moved back and forth! It looked so awesome! We built a big huge fire and sat around it eating pizza and appetizers and told scary stories as we passed around the candy bowl that was in a shape of a black cat. I dressed up as a witch with a great costume and an awesome hat. We had the witches legs hanging out of my cottages porch- my cottage landed on that witch and killed her and her ruby slippers were so beautiful! lol…. I had a handful of candy, but yesterday I had another handful of smarties- do you remember them growing up? Yummm.. On that day I also went to a tarot reader and she read my cards. She was amazing!!!!!!!!!! She hit that stuff dead on and I I related to everything she said! I was just shocked at stuff she new… I walked away so excited about it all, and I wrote down almost everything she said even though it was hard to listen and write at the same time as I cannot walk and chew gum, lol! She brought up childhood stuff and I was so surprised! I have her info and will meet with her again. She gave me “homework” to do. I should write a visualize board everyday for 15-20 min a day of where I see myself in 3 years! What a fantastic idea. What you put out or dream about comes to fruition! I am on it like white on rice! It was so freaking cold Sat night. Literally 40 degrees out and we were out there for hours, but we all kept warm by that brilliant huge fire my husband built! It was a great day and evening for sure!!!! I really enjoyed myself and had fun! Just what the doctor ordered! Speaking of Doctors, I have a lot of appointments I need to make. I made one already in a couple of weeks, I did one test already on Friday and have a lot more to do… I have decided that I am not going to freak out or worry anymore about it all because I was freaking out after I saw that new Neurologist!!!!!!! The great thing is, he will get to the bottom of all of what I am going through and experiencing on a daily basis, and I am so grateful I found him! He was referred to me and I cant remember who gave me his info. I need to thank them! On top of the brain injury he is thinking that my spine is deteriorating!!!!!!!!!! 🙁  I have to have like 4 more tests. One is to test my brain waves too… ugh!  He also said, his opinion is my diagnoses what incorrect from the other Neurologist!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I was so upset I was crying my eyes out and I just couldn’t help it! The Neurologist I HAD dropped the ball so bad where I am concerned. I would be so much further along then I am if he did the right thing!!! SO glad he is gone from this community! Good ridden!!!! BUT, I am going to think of this that everything happens for a reason and not quite sure what or why yet but I will figure it out in do time, and I know all of the answers with come rolling in effortlessly, like rolling in easy like slow ocean waves! Nice and gentle it will come, I do believe that! This time change has got me all crazy, still on the other time an hour a head, lol… Ahh the light is coming up outside and man it is so windy out! Praying we do not loose power today! I really should go put on some layers of clothes! Well hey you too, stay safe today and take care of one another! One good thing that happened today? Even though is was way early as usual, I woke up with clarity and calmness in my mind and soul! Be well everyone and have a great day! <3