Magnificent Monday

Hello Everyone! What a great day. I kept myself busy all day. I am pretty tired now as usual. As soon as the sun goes down I am ready to snooze…LOL! That’s okay I can’t be the energizer bunny for 8 hours… 🙂  It is so cold outside, it was snowing today. No accumulation thank goodness. I was going to blog earlier today and I should’ve because I wouldn’t be here closing my eyes and falling to sleep! Man I have been doing that a lot lately! When I am tired I am out. I feel a sleep at my desk and when I woke up I didn’t know where the heck I was … LOL, not a fun feeling though really!

Part of the day was spent on thinking of a friend who threw me away, or at least it felt this way. I have’t even tried to talk to her because if you don’t care and don’t reach out it’s not worth my time or thought, but still my heart is broken because she was an old friend. When I think about her though and our past and her past with other friends I see her for the real person she is. She has some mental problem and drinks a lot and surrounds her self with like minded people!  She is kinda self absorbed and that’s okay. I feel bad for her and really she was never really a friend, a real friend would never do these kinds of things. I am okay about it but is still hurts. My husband never liked her and he saw what I couldn’t for a long time! I will get all that pain out of my system though and forget it all! 

On a better note, god is good and he is the only friend I need. I have my love and a few friends who actually care so what more can I ask for! Nothing! 🙂 So on that note I am outta here! One good thing that happened today? I forgave me! Stay safe everyone!