Mastery Monday

Hello Everyone, What a beautiful day again… Sun is out and I love to see this! Although a bit hot out- I am in the AC. Even though I am yearning to get outside and sit in the sun, I should say bask in the sun! Not the humidity though- no thanks on that! Hopefully I will get out there before dark to check out my plants and cottage! I hope it will be done next week. More painting and then the floor goes down then I move my stuff in! I am so excited about it. I have been trying not to think about it to much cause the honey has been working his butt off and no time to get in there really and then with the high heat and humidity I have been encouraging him to stay in and rest! I can’t expect things done in a snap of a finger! I am getting better with my patience. Having a brain injury and not able to do everything by myself and having to rely on someone else, not always do I have patience but I try when I am aware of it! My husband also has been doing landscaping over by my cottage and it is looking so amazing half of it is done so far! So much work to do! I can’t help to much unfortunately! Like I tried to paint, I did half the one wall and was like half dead! lol, I could hardly do anymore and was struggling so my husband stopped me- See I will keep going till I can’t lift my arms… I want to help! I am bummed that I can’t help more, then I get depressed about it! I need to not do that to myself! I did not clean last week really- did dishes and such but If I feel to tired or not quite myself I am not pushing it anymore! I say that now but then I tend to forget! Hey, I do my best and that is all I can do! But I try and that is better then sitting like a bump on the log, right? My memory is so on and off these days but man some days are excellent and other well not so much! I am not complaining because I am so grateful for all the wonderful things in my life! What I have been thinking is, I say I am feeling tired a lot, especially when I am blogging because I am writing it down and read it back. I have been extra tired lately and It makes me think maybe because I am healing more (I hope) Or I am not doing workouts anymore right now.. Not sure but I will pray on it and ask sweet Jesus to guide me. I know he is busy up there trying to help everyone from this horrible disease and financial ruins some are in. A lot of pain in the world right now and I can feel it so… Being an empath is not easy. I feel the pain of others and it is hard not to dwell.. So I am starting to pray with lots of love instead. Wishing the whole world lots of love because we all need it more then ever! I was on Facebook and saw a post by an older person then I. She basically said she was devastated due to her business loosing so much money because of COVID. She said she needed to find a job but because of her age she didn’t stand a chance- She sounded suicidal. I could feel the pain as I read this and immediately started to write her.  She did respond with just a heart and I pray she doesn’t do anything rash! So sad and I told her maybe to think about anything she is grateful for in her life, just one little thing she might think differently! I am hoping and praying anyway! Sad days, and more a head! Wishing everyone peace and love and health!  Blessed Be! One good thing that happened today? I talked to my cousin among other things!