Sensational Sunday

Hello Everyone! What a great day. Sunday the day to reflect on what happened during the week and of course watch church to get inspired to do the lords work, to repent the deeds that are not good and start over. Practice makes perfect and I have a lot of work to do down here for myself and others! We all tend to forget but for me more so with this brain injury! It’s not an excuse but I must work harder! After all God gave me another chance here on earth and I will not sit by and let is go down the drain. A lot has happened in this past year and my mind has to wrap around it all! I will get there one day to accomplish what I set out for! I will do it! It’s funny because the friends who you want to reach out or pay attention to you are the ones who could give a shit less about you! I feel like I’ve been asleep for the past couple of years and not really seen people for who they really are but now being like this and seeing how some could care less. Don’t even reach out to say hi or just keep in touch just simply keep in touch. I sit here and cry about it and my heart aches so. I guess they were never really friends after all and that hurts even more! I will get over it and I will be okay. I shouldn’t let the few who don’t care about me cripple my day like this. It has been weeks on and off feeling like this. I have to many good things to do with my life and I wish all of them well! I haven’t been writing much and partly because there are some who read my blog that I no longer speak with and the so called friends I feel like read just to be nosy to keep up with my world. “Well anyway such is life right!” “It is what it is!” 

So I will pull up my big girl panties and be just fine without them, all of them! I have tons of love in my heart and head. You are either with me or against me! It’s your choice but I don’t care anymore and I will not shed anymore tears over any of them! Not another one will roll down my cheek! I have to many good things in my life and I am so grateful for all of them! 🙂 One good thing that happened today? I talked to some real friends and remembered a lot of fun and good times! Be well everyone even the nosy used to be friends out there!