Holidays are very hard for a lot of people. Especially now you can’t even see family that live elsewhere! A lot of people have depression this time of year too and boy is it really rough this year with COVID 19 and all the deaths. Between my Big guy and I 4 family members- mostly his and it is so darn hard. I miss everyone and I am so darn sensitive right now, I could cry the whole day away! That’s just how I feel! I have Christmas cards to write out and I can’t even get into it. Days now trying to do it. I like to write a little message but I can’t muster the words right now. I feel just tapped out! I am in the cottage and it is so beautiful out here and cheerful. I enjoy it out here and I am so grateful! So what I will do it get out of this mood and think about all that I am grateful for! I am angry, sad and feeling hopeless today so what a great time to get back to the grateful state of mind as I know there are a lot more people out there that have worse things to deal with it. Be well Everyone!
