Hi, What a lovely Saturday! All as planned and it’s a smooth nice day. I did not get much sleep my cat kept waking me up! So 3 hours and 47 minutes… Zzzzzzzzz yikes, I am tired! My day has been speeding by, I already ate breakfast and lunch- lol… That’s because the honey came home and and cooked bacon for BLT with fresh tomatoes and lettuce out of our garden boxes, yummm… The AC’s are on in the house already, it is going to be scorching this week and today too! I need to get outdoors though and walk around the yard too, plus I want to see the baby chicks- They are growing like wildflowers! 🙂 Next week I have family coming and I am so happy about that!
Oye, I feel like some are in the twilight zone and I occasionally join them too! LOL Brain injury is no joke and some people just do not get how difficult it is! I struggle everyday and I want to tell you if you do for whatever reason, you are not alone! Then I used to have this person who would talk to me like a child or baby talk to me!!!??? Yea, uhmm I have a brain injury but I am not 6 years old and I can understand quite well! I was mortified because they did it to me in a store in front of people!!! I was like wtf, why are you talking to me like that I am 50 something years old and not a 6 year old! How embarrassing and hurtful that was and no fucking excuse for that treatment- I truly think she was purposely trying to belittle me. Passive aggressive behavior. I did tell her not to talk to me that way, but she did every now and again! I should not have put up with people like this in my life, but when you are in no way shape or form to deal with hiring someone else- you deal with almost anything until you have had enough! I do appreciate the good things she did for me tremendously but The things I have dealt with over this past year were incredible! Who puts there fingers in their mouth and gets the food off of their teeth and then wipes the saliva off onto there shirt – OMG, I thought I was going to puke and on top of it was it was completely OK in her book!!!! With A PANDEMIC going on- germs galore! I told her to go wash her hands and DO NOT TOUCH ANYTHING WITH THAT HAND until her hand was clean. That among other disgusting things she did in my home it was just a matter of time I said goodbye! The personal hygiene was disgusting and personal hygiene and actions of how you conduct yourself, if and how you wash your hands etc… is so freaking important- I was in disbelief on how someone doesn’t know enough to wash and how to wash their own hands is just dumbfounding to say the very least! I never noticed until now. With the pandemic that was in the forefront of everyone’s minds except HERS!!!!!! Good riddens- you no longer are going to put my health and my husbands health in jeopardy! My sister and husband said if she was coming when they were visiting last week they would have left! They just told me this and they thought she was very unclean and hadn’t a clue. I mean wipe your face full of sweat and pick up my dogs and pet them with your sweat! What is wrong with her??? Now I understand how her child is the way he is with hygiene and behaviors- My husband said he started to watch her and didn’t want her here anymore because of what he saw her doing! I feel bad for her child, but I no longer feel bad for her because what My husband and I realized is what a major manipulator she was since my brain injury! Probably always was on and off but more since she thought I was constantly out to lunch… and being this way to someone who has a brain injury is a MONSTER! My husband said that last night! Listen people, anyone with forms of disability- Be SO Careful who you allow into your home and around you!!! We now know why her child is so the way they are because of how that young adult is being raised and picked on constantly! If you pick on someone all the time eventually they are going to explode and attack especially special needs. I truly feel so bad for that kid! Well with that being said I wish no harm or bad will on anyone and Some people need their heads examined and need desperate psychiatric help. I pray for all these children with parents or caregivers like that, it is very scary and sad to think about! Not to mention she is now babysitting a baby!!! Who in their right mind would subject a baby to this Trailer with that kind of caregiver and special needs angry young adult who breaks things and hits and lashes out! Poor baby!!! SMH, I had to get that purge out! Anxiety sucks!
So besides all that crap, I am okay and have a wonderful gal who I know her mom and dad and she is a powerhouse! So grateful for so many good people in my life who actually care and respect me! As I them! Grateful because I start my workouts again with my trainer this coming week, yahoooo, I cannot wait to get back to it. Even though I have been walking more each day and boy does it feel good!!! So no more struggle, No more bad people in my home, no more struggle, I had to say it again. I will be working on EFT and Positive affirmations and tonight me and the honey have a date night right here in our clean home! My family is coming to see me this week! What more can you ask for… my health… yes, I am healing just fine everyday! I have someone working on me with remote healing practices! That has given me a jump! For sure! No doubt about it! My intentions is to heal my brain injury and my body, mind and soul! For others as well! I hope people get the help they need because I hate no one and wish them all the best! I have a heart and I am an empath, I feel your pain as well as my own! LOVE to you all out there and remember to love yourself unconditionally. One good thing that happened today? I remembered who I am! 🙂 and I intend not to forget that!!!! Have a great day and enjoy that sunshine from heaven above. Thank you Jesus! 🙂
Hi, What a lovely Saturday! All as planned and it’s a smooth nice day. I did not get much sleep my cat kept waking me up! So 3 hours and 47 minutes… Zzzzzzzzz yikes, I am tired! My day has been speeding by, I already ate breakfast and lunch- lol… That’s because the honey came home and and cooked bacon for BLT with fresh tomatoes and lettuce out of our garden boxes, yummm… The AC’s are on in the house already, it is going to be scorching this week and today too! I need to get outdoors though and walk around the yard too, plus I want to see the baby chicks- They are growing like wildflowers! 🙂 Next week I have family coming and I am so happy about that!