Simple Saturday

Yes, Simple Saturday… I am loving it. Not to busy, and can take my time doing whatever my heart desires. Seems to be thinking of life on and off. It’s a good thing. We all have choices. Free will is a good thing! Right? Well I have been in a relationship with a friend who I have known along time but we had many years apart -we did not speak. I walked away from her then and I walked away from her again. Free will!!!! My choice for my well being! She said very hurtful things to me and made up lies – that alone is hurtful! But I wake feeling good with the world lifted off my shoulders. She wasn’t a good friend at all, and even so I miss parts of her, the good silly parts, but the not good, jealous, mean, hurtful, liar, twisted side was just awful!!!! My choice to walk away again and I will never let her back in! Ever! We must protect ourselves from people who are evil, hurtful, jealous etc… If they don’t want the best for you deep down, you will see signs.. Don’t ignore the signs, like I did! Bad habits are hard to break… but break they must- she was a bad habit- people closest to me saw it… and tried to worn me. I had to experience that part on my own and I did. Hurt I am but I will be okay. I have a lot of good people in my life who love and respect me and I them. A big part of me feels sorry for her, because I truly feel she is mentally ill! Her family knows it I think and half of them stay away! She tries to control everything down to the conversation!!!!!!!! On the phone with her was so draining and I continued to be polite. Some was good/funny but a lot was just a bitch fest 247! Ughhhhhh, Why did I allow that… I have enough of my negative but to listen to someone else 247. Now I know why everyone avoids her! I get it but still feels bad for her! It’s amazing how good and light I feel since not speaking with her, like a huge weight is gone! Thank you sweet lord! I feel bad for her grandson, a baby she sits for! Not good! I wonder if anyone else sees her behavior. It’s really crazy. So enough of that stuff and onto the good! I can’t wait because tomorrow I have to party’s to go to. A long day out I think with people who love me.  🙂 Life is good and God is good. Maybe he thought I should have another lesson of be a good person and love but love myself just as much…. Set boundaries were they are needed and a big one. Some People will treat you the way you allow them too. If the disrespect you, hurt you and you do nothing… then there you have it. I know easier said then done sometimes, right?  Well we can all work on things of the heart, mind and soul… and with that good night friends! One good thing that happened today? I woke up happy! Love to you all!