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Today I will talk about soulful, heart felt emotions and hope and Love. That’s a lot to talk about, right? As I sit here typing and snacking on yogurt covered raisins, I feel very grateful for my life and my family. It’s been a hard couple of days of emotional turmoil. Death is not easy to process of a sibling! It seems that none of us have slept really! We are all running on fumes! Tonight we will all go to bed early and try to sleep I think. I know I am exhausted like everyone else. Being a little behind the eight ball is hard enough then dealing with all of this. Lots of people in my home in and out and I am loving it, dealing with a 10 pound hurt dog- is heart wrenching enough then the loss of a sister. She was such a strong presence with a big personality! Its is so hard knowing I will not speak to her here on earth and we all as humans take things for granted and each other too. I try not to beat myself up about not being able to see her for the last couple of months. We did talk a lot on the phone, and I miss that already! I just feel so bad and my heart hurts so much! Not sure what to do with all these feelings! How do you deal with grief? I think the first thing to do is to be very gentle and kind to yourself! Care for yourself in every possible way! Eat healthy and rest! That is what I will do for sure starting tomorrow. I also will be going to church tomorrow and my sister will join me tomorrow morning! This makes me so very happy! I think there will be at least 4 of us of going for sure and hoping more will join!! We will see! Now is the time I need to feel and hear those words. I have a bible but is is difficult for me to read it understand some of it! I got 3 hours of sleep and not sure how I can still be awake and functioning?! So with that being said. I think I will follow my own advice. Goodnight lovely friends! Take care of one another and others as well! I am so grateful for my husband and my family who just know how to keep a strong balance of, ” It’s going to be okay and we are here for you” The comfort of each other in these hard times is more then I could ever ask for! One good thing I am grateful for? My husband and Family! Good night friends and remember I LOVE YOU!
