A good start to my Sunday. Church on YouTube. I slept in a bit but was up twice during the night! Hello everyone out there! Hope you are all well as we keep moving into the holidays. All I want is for my family to spend it together. But that isn’t going to happen and it’s scary too because it’s not like any of us live close by and some are in areas that are covered in with extremely high Covid numbers. 🙁 I want nothing more to spend time with family! I will continue to think of them and hold them close to my heart! I don’t think about COVID a lot. I almost forget about it and then the news hits and boom, the black cloud over my head with severe anxiety! Mind you I don’t not leave my home only for Dr. visits and tests! But still! If I think about it to much I am paralyzed with fear and uncertainly! I have to stop cause I just got myself all worked up thinking about it all! We have an hour drive to this MRI tomorrow and I am starting to freak about that too, the drive plus that freaking machine. I feel like rescheduling it! I just might and stay home! I guess I will figure that out in the morning! I am not a fan of riding in the car now, my head feels weird like I am on a carnival ride or something! Not fun though! The struggle is real and you are not alone in that! I did something to keep my mind clear and not in that state of mind like crazy scared all day! We made apple pies from scratch! Well they are delicious! We could sell them and people would love them too! We thought about that too, lol. It would be a lot of work but fun too! I mean you can get $22 to $24 per pie. Only around the holidays though because the apples are the freshest in our local area. It’s a thought, right? Well off to the evening and i am sleepy, good night. Be well everyone! Love to you all! One good thing that happened today? Grateful for my life in every way!
