Hello Friends, How is everyone today? I am good. I had my CrossFit session and it was so great! Before my trainer came I was sad and crying a bit thinking about some things like- Change! Change is a little difficult or I should say frightening to me. I feel paralyzed by it at times. So I was a mess before he got here and I had to pull myself together. My eyes were red and swollen. But I did pull myself together and once he was here and I was working my butt off concentrating on what I was doing- I forgot about the anxiety and got to it! Happy Tuesday People!
Wishful Wednesday July 1st, 2020 It’s about 7 AM and I am up since 6 AM as usual 🙂 Good morning friends! I see the sun out there and what a lovely sight it is.The moment I got myself up I felt all that pain in my muscles from yesterdays circuit. Oye, but not as bad as I thought it would be so far.. lol but I have the whole day a head of me! My cottage is coming along little by little. So much work to do to it and I feel like it will never get finished, but this teaches me patience and that is not one of my strong points 😉 I learn everyday, and I am so grateful for that! Today I will think about everything I am grateful for. Counting my blessings and thanking God for another beautiful day on this earth! “Give thanks to the God; his love endures forever.” It’s early and the cats are stirring about, they were fed but I wish they would settle down and sleep, although our big boy was sleeping before the dogs were running a muck. I live in a zoo… 🙂 So I am using my new chromebook , and well it’s going to take sometime to get used to it and somethings I will have to figure it out. That is a little struggle! But what would my life be without a little struggle, right? I mean that struggle is making me stronger, and it’s teaching me also. I will start to look at things in a positive light because staying in the dark place is not helpful OR fun! My Stepson said to me yesterday, ” change the way you think and open your mind, if you think about something in a different light sometimes you can deter the frustration, anxiety what have you” What a wise man he is at 28!!!! He said he learned this on his own as a young man with divorced parents! Wow, is what said, because some cannot figure that out and suffer tremendously! I did! Hard life, hard decisions, pain, pain, pain! You cannot run and hid from yourself, can you!? No, I will not run. I think that s why people do drugs sometimes. That helps you run doesn’t it? Obviously some do it for other reasons too but it could be to escape, with alcohol too! No thank you, I want to be in control! There you have it another thing ” Control” Being in control, not free flowing or free flying it- and sometimes it can be fun to just go with the flow! So relaxing to just go with it instead of trying to control. Yup, my heavy thoughts this morning, lol… I am tired Zzzzzzzzzzzz! Well that is my que to get off here and get off my duff and get moving! Remember I love you! Be well, stay safe! One good thing that happened today? I can remember yesterday and all the things I learned. Happy, happy- joy, joy! 🙂
