Hello Everyone!
I have been pretty crabby lately and I thought it would be nice to start this out with what I am thankful for!
I am thankful for the beautiful bright sun that I see outside right now! I am thankful that I have a comfortable home. I am thankful that I can take a walk outside and breath in crisp fresh air. I am thankful that I can look out my window and see beautiful trees swaying in the wind as if to wave hello to me! 🙂 I can see the reflections on the sky and trees in my husbands car windows and I absolutely love that- lol… I am thankful to see and hear the birdies sing outside my windows! I am thankful for my comfy beautiful home with a washer and dryer to do laundry in! Most of all I am thankful for my husband and doggies and kitty’s and the people who help out and family and friends who I love dearly! It’s okay to bitch and let things out but you need to have days where you can feel thankful and give gratitude to as well!!!!!! Boy is it ever so important to do these days of ” stay in home” orders… I feel pretty overwhelmed lately and my memory is just horrendous! People just don’t understand living like this is! It is so fucking hard! I am just sitting here sobbing. The stress, trying to keep this house clean because my asthma acts up so bad, I am in a wheelchair part of the time – so try that on for size and clean too! I am just so tired of it all! Doing laundry is killing me- My fibromyalgia hurts so bad that I still can’t lift my arms up to lift anything sort of heavy! Okay I said I wasn’t gong to do this but I did! So laundry is in washing at the moment and I decided I was not going to cook today! Toast if I am hungry- I have no energy and in to much pain to care! It’s about 6:30 PM here and I think I will go take a nap- lol.. enough for one day… I missed an phone appt today and I am just so upset at that- I give up! I forgot! I just fucking can’t do anything right these days! Talk about STRUGGLE! You are not alone if you do. Everything for me lately is a big fat struggle!Oh I have the oh poor me’s today! I hope you all don’t as it is a sucky feeling!
Anyway, back to thankful Thursday!!!!!!!!! I am thankful I am alive even though struggle is my middle name! Signing off here for now… Time to take a nap o something-tired and sleepy! One good thing that happened today? My husband held my hand for a little while… 🙂 Remember friends, I love you! Stay safe and be well! <3
