Thankful Tuesday

Hello Out there! Hope you are all doing well! We are hanging in here by a string some days. It has been a horrible day starting pretty early. So many crazy things happening. My honey broke down this morning in this freezing cold weather. He was on his way to bring the van up to the dealership because it was acting up yesterday. He got halfway there and it broke down on the side of the road. It was freezing out and he was freezing on the side of the road. I couldn’t find the tow or anyone to pick him up. No one was answering their phone then all my phones went out I couldn’t dial anyone- So bizarre it was, I felt like I was in the twilight zone! He was out there for 45 minutes. It was about 20 degrees out and with this wind chill around 10 degrees! I was freaking out and I couldn’t do anything to help. Well he called his other auto repair shop and got someone from there to come get him. 2 grand later, but thank god he got out of there and warm! We got the vehicle up to the dealer and it is fixed already- they made our vehicle a priority and took is as soon as it got there- Thank God! Good people up there! It’s expensive but they are professionals and know this vehicle! I am praying that this is the end of issues for a whole because I have had it literally! To much stress and not enough down, easy time! Covid all over and not getting better it seems. Stress is awful and I am tired of it all! Aren’t you? I am sure everyone has some crazy on, anyway that is how it seems. I kept my head about me but it wasn’t easy! Nothing is easy for me… People sometimes do not understand how hard it is for me. I don’t think they even try to understand and that’s okay because I do not want those people in my life anymore. Ya know, the so called “friends”. No harsh feelings though… it is what it is! I’m not going to cry over spilt milk anymore! Fuck it and fuck them! lol… well there ya have it folks- I am on the fuck it trip and it is what it is, right? Right!  Okay now that I have that out of my system, lol…. Life is so uncertain these days and lots of craziness out there! People fighting on social media and it’s like people are loosing their minds! Covid have drove people insane! Church people, find god, read the bible, THINK about others! Help others but do take care of you! I don’t know what the answer is. I am going to try to do some things to help with the stress of everyday life at the ranch. I am so depressed I can hardly stand it! I’m sure tomorrow will be a better day, crossing my fingers! I can’t wait for spring to get here so I can start my garden. I want to grow lots of veggies, herbs and all! I want to grow grow and grow and offer some to friends and family! I am excited about it all and so looking forward to it! The snow needs to go and the warmth needs to come on this way! Pretty please Mother nature! I want to start making plans for my new business that I am going in with a friend and I cannot wait! So many ideas and It’s all going to happen! Yes, yes, yes! I am going to start a little notebook of all the ideas, and more then half is already written in stone that we know we are doing… Lot’s to think about and plan! And I think I will get started now… Love you all! Be safe and take good care!