Tired Thursday

Hello Everyone!

Hope everyone is well today. I am getting on here late. I was so tired today. I didn’t do very much today and could hardly sit in my chair as I was waiting to get in that recliner to put legs up and rest. I didn’t really sleep a lot just no energy today. 🙁    Not sure why.. My eyes lids are just so heavy. There were a few things I wanted to do but decided to give in and just rest…  I watched Will and Grace tonight and I loved it. My husband said it has been on for many months and I never knew that- I don’t get into tv until recently I have seen a couple of things that interested me to watch. It must be because Now I can follow a story- not exactly sure but I am so bummed out that I missed Will and Grace, and I think tonight’s episode was the last?!  Whaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!! 🙁      Oh I don’t know how anything works these days, me, this laptop, my phone, the crazy remote to the TV,  and so on! What a trying couple of days of struggle and trying to figure stuff out! Maybe that is why I am so tired! Could be, right? This picture to the left is of catskill mountain and the Hudson river way off in the distance. Pretty Pic, right! I love scenic pictures. I am stuck indoors mostly so when Look at pictures of nature it makes me so happy!  It was a sunny day but pretty cold outside even though it looked warm. I watched my honey do stuff outside as the dogs were beside me barking at him, lol… I wonder if he knew then he had an audience? Probably! 🙂  So what did everyone do today? I hope whatever it was it was full of fun and serenity. Part of my day I spent worrying about our life and this virus! What else is new, right? Bills and bill collectors, We like most that are not working are only paying the essential bills 1st and if anything left over then the other stuff. I just don’t understand how anyone who isn’t working can pay everything? Stuff has to be shut down/off or whatever the case may be!  Food, lights, heat and car insurance, phone and medicine is priority right now anything else is on the back burner! I do not know what else we can possibly do! We are in the same boat as many people around us! I never had to think like this, in all the years I have been married! It is nerve wracking to say the least! Not sure what the answer is here.  Our small business took a huge hit down the tube it went and My husband has been in business for over 22 years! We are one of many businesses in the same situation! Never in a million years did you think that something like this would happen! We are still in a state of shock every morning we wake up!  I will try to look to the light and remember what is good about each and everyday and If I get grumpy allow these feeling but remember what to be grateful for beyond the scope of fear and terror! 

Remember friends I love you! One good thing that happened today? I woke up with memories of my dream.