Hello Everyone,
What a busy day I have had. Appointments back to back! I cannot believe I am still awake and able to function. I feel like I need sugar and I m trying to fight the urge. Well my first appt was with the Nutritionist. She is just so wonderful and so I am so glad to call her my friend! I learn so much from her every time I See her. I write stuff down because of my memory issues right now. The struggle is so real, But I will overcome this!!!!!!!! I know I will and I have to say it, think it and BELIEVE IT!
Lets talk about struggle… It is a hard word, right? If you are dealing with an issue with your health then you get that meaning, ughhhhh! Today was a down day for me- I woke up that way. I do not know why. Maybe it was a bad dream? I didn’t let is affect me all day. However tonight I felt the same feeling of doom and gloom and I am just so depressed! Besides the legs feeling stiff and numb, with my back killing me!! Ughhh, the struggle is real my friends! I feel like every little thing is getting to me! 🙁 Maybe the moon did it, who knows! Or maybe I am just tired of Wheelchairs, walkers and legs and brain not working optimal! Yeah, a little of everything shitty. Plus the death of my sister. That too! 🙁 So I am in a funk and I am sure that tomorrow will be a better mood kinda day. If not, I am going to do things that I love to do and laugh at a movie or go to sleep and get extra rest- I am in need of that anyway and will make better choices in all kinds of categories! Wish me luck and lovely prayers too – Please and Thank You! Are you struggling? If you are please know that you are not alone and tomorrow is another day to be thankful for things and people in your life. Uhmm most people, okay? lol… I am grateful for my husband and the friends I hold dear to my heart- Not many but I do definitely have some! I am wishing you happiness and the love of Jesus! I hope you feel it! Wish me good thought tomorrow- I am meeting with the pastor for my sisters funeral! 🙁
On that note, I will say good night! One good thing that happened to me today! I felt love from others today- My husband and Mary and my animals. 🙂 Remember “I love You”!
