What an awful day today! I didn’t sleep last night maybe 3 hours and kept waking up every hour on the hour it seemed. :0( I couldn’t think straight today and was so confused about everything today. The schedule was a nightmare and even my husband said, “calm down, sit down, relax, take a deep breath, don’t worry about it today” My mind is in overload and I really need a day not answering the phones or dealing with anything or anyone! I felt like if you dropped a pin I was going to explode, jump out of my skin or cry hysterical! I needed to go out into my cottage for alone time or something! I never got there because the girl was here cleaning and as much as I wanted to go out I couldn’t! 🙁 I just feel like nothing is working with employees, on any levels and I am downright plain sick of it! I am at a breaking point and so is my husband with people! No one is perfect but some of this shit is ridiculous! I don’t know what we are going to do, but I am going to pray hard about it, and my health… If it’s not one thing it’s another! I feel all alone and I do not have the help I need and he doesn’t have the help he needs either! Maybe I will feel better with a good nights sleep! I sure hope so because I feel like I am going to break! I am under a lot of stress like a lot of people! On that note I am going to bed. One good thing that happened today? I didn’t break!
