Hello friends! How is everyone doing this lovely Wednesday? It is absolutely beautiful here. The sun is shining so bright and everything is getting so green- it’s so satisfying watching everything grow and the trees and shrubs, bushes are getting so full and looking healthy! I could spend all day outdoors and soon I will be doing that once my little cabin is delivered and that will be this Friday- 2 more days!!!! Yippie!!!!! I am so excited about it! My own little sanctuary, with flowers and water fountains, bird houses and pottery, fire pit, plants, and last but not least a hot tub and the main feature my little cabin-she shed-tiny house!!! I can’t wait to take pictures so everyone can see what we did here! I have a little Courtyard on the side of my home and it couldn’t be more perfect!!! 🙂 It’s going to be Whimsical! I have a vision of how and where everything will be placed. My porch that is being built by my one and only will have a copper roof and the porch will be just so inviting! No one will be able to resist coming on in! :0) So I was going to name my tiny cabin “The Love Shack” but a friend was teasing me about it and well I have decided not to name it that, lol… Thanks Lil! lol…. I have to come up with something original and love shack is not… every time I think Love Shack I laugh now- Thanks Lil!! Lol…. So many new things happening around here and I am SO grateful!! I can hardly believe it myself! Yesterday I started with my personal trainer!!! He was amazing!! It was not easy but he didn’t kill me either and I am able to move today a bit achy but Okay! I am looking forward to tomorrows workout! Then it’s Friday!!! Yippie!!!! lol I am one happy girl right here and did I say grateful! 🙂 Maybe by the end of the summer I will have my Microgreen business up and running. We are buying another little cabin and it will be in the courtyard and that is where I will grow them and pack them up for sale. I also has decided NOT charge a arm or leg for them and make them affordable to EVERYONE! It’s crazy how expensive this delectable tiny nutrient packed Veggie is? I have 2 trays right now growing in my office as you read this.. These little greens are so Delicious, my favorite is green peas and sunflowers! So crunchy bursting with flavor it is just amazing! If you have never tried them you must a some point- put them in your salad or on sandwiches or on top of your soup! I would try the pea greens and sunflower microgreens- just my fav! It’s like being crazy for cocoa puffs, but in this case Microgreens , lol …. If you are young you might not get that one! 🙂
So New personal trainer, New Cabin, New courtyard, New business opportunity, ~ New Me~ I like it all!!!! New lease on life! I am so very grateful for all the wonderful things and even the things I struggle with because that struggle as rough as it is at times is making me a Better version of me! Hey, I am getting there, it’s a slow process but I am getting there! One step at a time and sitting back and thinking about everything of where I was and where I am and where I am heading. It sure is a lot to think about but it is “all good” What a journey I am on, right? It is a journey! Journeys are good for growth! Don’t you agree? I see what is happening in the world and it is very sad. I am an Empath- that in itself it a huge struggle and can be a burden on the heart and soul! I have learned to shut it out a little at times but then other times I am at the mercy of everything! I am learning! At the same time learning not to let it make me a horrible, angry, sad or depressed person- working on all that too! I am trying! That is all a person can do!! I am Okay!! 🙂 I have said some things that were harsh and hurtful to others, it was how I was feeling at the moment I wrote or said it, I only hope that anyone I have offended understands that I am not perfect but a work in progress who has feeling too, that in light of this brain injury my life is no walk in the park or flower garden and I would hope they can understand my frustration and struggle just to be a human here in earth, not that it is an all time excuse but I am working on that and sometimes when you judge another person you have to take a step back and look at yourself! None of us are perfect! I am working so hard on myself and a brain injury affects everything… the way I think, the way I stand up, walk or not walk, eat, cook, clean, you name every aspect of who you are as a being it affects it all, the only thing it hasn’t affected was they way I love! When I love, I love Big! For this reason when I am hurt- I Hurt Big! What do people do when they feel hurt? They might cry, scream or yell, say hurtful things, get angry! Just some of those things crush your heart! Ughhh… ( Deep breaths) Okay that was a lot! And moving on from that!
Oh, back to happy things right? Yikes that was kinda awful to relive. My mind will do the loop thing, like keep thinking and reliving the bad stuff! I have to snap out of that! So this journey was a long time coming, it’s a little over a year now. I can’t complain because I am doing it, getting better, getting stronger. I understand the struggle and if you are struggling out there do not give up and be super kind to yourself no matter what! Love yourself and the journey you are on. Be grateful to be alive and think or make a list of what you are grateful for no matter how small or not it may be… When we struggle our life is like peaks and valleys and mountains too.. ~< I get it, I feel it and I get you!!! Keep going sister, or brother keep going!! ! Remember friends I love you, you gotta love you! Be safe, be love! One good thing that happened today? I remembered who I am! <3
