Wishful Wednesday

 Wishful …. That would be me today. I woke up in a weird mood, really early. My husband is an early riser and I hardly sleep so there ya go! I found myself irritated and sad and I just cried at a drop of a hat. He was out doing his chores and that was good because I didn’t want him to see me cry- It’s like a daily event lately! Talk about struggle. The sun was bright for about an hour or two and I was thinking that I could go outside and sit in the sun with fresh air and then it got cloudy and started to rain. It was so dark. Yucky rain day again! Yup I am complaining! I am sick off this coronavirus bullshit! Ughhh, I bet you all are too. I know I am not alone here. I just think my mental status just hit bottom today. I am hoping that tomorrow with be a better day for me and you! There are so many things I need to do and those few things requires my brain and that isn’t up for it today. We shall see about tomorrow. I watched a really old movie today about witches- it was scary and probably not a good movie for me today, but is was fun anyway! So I am going to give myself extra love tonight and think good thoughts way before bed… It’s 8 pm and so I better start all those good vibes now! Please send some loving thoughts My way. Please and thank you! <3  How are all of you today? I wonder if anyone feels the same?  Hoping for sun tomorrow. All this rain stinks! I mean enough already, lol… What the heck is going on in the world? Does anyone know- please share! I have a dear friend who’s birthday was yesterday and I felt so bad she was alone- social distancing etc. My heart was breaking about it. She is one of the kindest, giving people I ever have known- Like my mom was! She has been through some rough shit and It is so freaking unfair- because she is like an angel on earth and I am so honored  to call her My Friend! She is more like Family not a friend! Anyway with that being said I am going to pray tonight for everyone and mankind and the creatures that inhibit this beautiful earth! Thank you everyone reading my blog. Remember I love you! One good thing that happened today? I remembered who I am! <3