Wishful Wednesday

Hello all! That sun is shinning and boy am I grateful for it. To see and feel that! It just makes me feel so much better! The air is fresh and not to cold it’s almost 70 degrees out and I am absolutely loving that! There is nothing like sitting in the sun and feeling the warmth on your face and good vitamin d too. I am a grateful gal and counting my blessings I am! I had such a busy morning and I am just so tired now. Not sure what’s going on but when I get tired I am done. I need more rest I guess and I have to listen to my body because I always push through it. I need a break from all responsibilities I feel! I just want to concentrate on taking care of me and healing and nothing else. Impossible to do right now! I need more help here and well that is impossible too! I don’t trust people and around here far in between are okay. Ughhh, What a day! lol I have to remind myself that all is okay and one day at a time! I keep reminding myself after the fact I have let myself get to that space! At least I can recognize it and redirect and regroup! The 3 R’s lol… Recognize, Redirect and Regroup! Struggle about life right now, right? I know a lot of people are struggling out there one way or another. This world has turned upside down or as it seems to me anyway! Maybe I am upside down, lol! I feel like it too, my head, my brain injury! That’s a good way to explain it! Funny not funny… I have this song in my head for days and I don’t no why, lol… “Mercedes Benz” by Janis Joplin. I find myself singing it everyday! Weird right? I D K maybe I have to listen to it carefully maybe there is some message in there for me, lol… hey ya never know! Like I said upside down, LOL! If I can’t laugh at myself what can I laugh at, right? I hear a neighbor mowing a lawn or something and it’s so loud I can hear it banging too, when they mow over tree stumps or roots, I know I have down that too! Phones were off the hook today and I needed to step away and relax a bit- the 3 R’s! I can’t belief some stuff that is happening, everyone is in a state of uncertainty even with scheduling. It is baffling. Then I remember that 2 planets are in retrograde… peoples feelings, action or inaction are affected, like lord I thought I had problems but holy moly everyone in this realm is too! No fault of our own though! So on that note I am going to get in the sun and call some people back and I think at 5 PM I will turn the phones over and be done for the day. Bed early for me with extra rest! Be well everyone and remember to take good care of you and yours!