It’s been snowing on and off all day today. It’s pretty to watch. I am watching the birds also on the bird feeder in our window. I just love birds, they amaze me! I really do not know where the time went today! I have been up since 7 am cleaning a little and that wasn’t a good idea because my body hurts probably because yesterday I did way to much. I had energy and felt good but today it’s gloomy and cold out there. I feel so calm today and just kinda tired and the music probably is helping the mood. I am in pain but not cranky. It’s been a quiet day really and I need that solitude! So much going on and a lot to deal with. Between me and my husband we lost 4 family members! Death is hard to deal with, when you cannot have a funeral or say your goodbyes! It is very depressing! I can cry at the drop of a dime these days again! I am trying to get out of that funk but man it is hard! Especially with my diagnoses. Maybe we will decorate the house this weekend. It would at least look cheerful here! I think about how everyone feels out there? Crazy world we live in and it seems to be getting crazier in my opinion! I try not to get caught up in that idea but how can you not. Sometimes I am glad we live in a more rural place. Mostly quiet! Thank Goodness! I am one lucky gal right here! One good thing that happened today? I am very grateful for everything in my life and blessed even with all the struggles! Everyone have a wonderful evening and love each other! Do me a favor if you’ve read this please drop me a line! Stay safe out there.
Hello All,